I want to make commercials for the Pomera DM30.

I want to have a half birthday party this year in a park. I want to have "park hours."

I've been wanting to have a sleepover for a long time... maybe a simple one with a couple friends in my apartment some weekend night.

I want to feel truly useful to my good friends. I want to support them. This isn't easy, but I want to try a little harder.

I want my friends to know my thoughts (the ones I think are worth sharing, that is) more often. This comes from a void I feel whenever I look at my friends' social media and read words in the form of articles on the internet. I keep wishing for more below the surface (social media) and a more humanity and life from words (articles). I just want to know the big themes my friends' are thinking about more often. Instead of reading boring articles, I want words on the internet to come from my friends and to be about things they like or feel strongly about.

I want to be open to various forms of communication from my friends becuase I know it's a busy world.

I want to experiment leaving New York someday.

I want to experiment with many types of diaries. A back and forth diary with someone special would be nice someday.

I want to read aloud the interviews I've done and insert them as audio files for my new website.

I want to do a tour of my iPod as a video, even though that sounds pointless.

I want my mom to read this blog. (I think she might be already!)

I want to bake cookies for my neighbors around the holidays this year.

I want to return to Japan next summer if I'm lucky and rich. Maybe with a specific amazing artist friend who loves and supports pe hu.

I want to have a special party when I turn 33 because it's my second favorite number.

I secretly want to be an interior designer.

I secretly want to be a SOULCYCLE instructor because I can DJ, ride a bike, and light a candle.

I want to be an elementary school teacher because I am basically still a child too. I want to talk to the kids as equals.

I want to see my niece more and give her special shinkanesen socks I bought in Japan.

I want to publish (in print) a very special something using the special font I commissioned Michelle for but didnt't end up being used.

I never want to use a webfont again in my life.

I want to create the fastest website I've ever created.

Now that I have a pomera, I'd like a pomeranian too. My two pets.

I want my roommates to know I miss them, including my roommate's dog Amelia. I wonder if Amelia misses me...

I want to grow my muscles at the gym again. I want to be able to travel and still go to a gym.

I want to ride a citibike with Becca in New York for the first time when I return.

I want to draft a first syllabus for my fall class soon.

I want to remain calm and collected in New York and set boundaries or something so I don't get overloaded and stressed like it sometimes creeps up on me there.

I want to someday experiment living in a different US city.

I want to someday experiment living in a different country.

I want to send an upate email to my extended family (kind of like a holiday card) on the first day of summer next year, and make it a personal tradition. (I almost did it this year, but I felt it was too close to my grandpa's death.)

I want to be a grandparent someday. Or at least feel like one.

I want to be someone's secret New York mom. (Maybe I already am?)

I want to tell all my New York parents (I have... four of them) that they're my parents. I wonder if they would adopt me.

I want to be watered more. Maybe that means I love encouragement.

I also want to employ and give opportunities to people I like working with and who need work. It felt very meaningful for me to have an assistant this year who I paid. I think we both grew a lot as people through our working together.

I want to play the newest Pokémon.

I want to read Kuzama's diary.

I want to have more flying dreams. It would also be cool to dream I'm a firefly glowing as well as flying.

I want to play mafia at my sleepover.

I want to retreat to the countryside and design the inside of a countryside home that has a Toto washlet toilet inside and some unpretentious art / relics by my friends.

I want the only two brands I follow to be Toto and Rhizome.

I want to make an artwork where a bottle of milk tea (3/4 full) is looking at itself in the mirror.

I want to be refreshed just by looking at a willow tree.